The days after DOOMSDAY

I got my SPM result like finally?!
But I disappointed my self with a bad result...
That's not the point yet,
Which course I am going to take,
Which college I am going,
THAT'S THE PROBLEM !!
I wish to go Equator for Diploma in Architectural Technology,
But the fee is too expensive, until I am so stress to take the course.
And so , my parent are worry about it too.
Sometimes, I really hope that i\I still stay in PLKN those days;
Those days I just need to worry what will have on the next meal;
Those days I just need to worry got water to refill or not;
Those days I just need to worry when can I rest and sleep;
Those days I just need to worry when can I get my phone....
That's all I need to worry.
Now, I have to worry my studies;
I have to worry my college fees;
I have to worry my life;
I have to worry my future;
I have to worry my parent worry me;
I have to worry everything !!
It's so stress and tired for me. :(
It's okay, I know everything gonna be okay.
I promise I will get a better life one day.
I will light up my future by myself.
* FINGERCROSSED *